hesitation is always mine.

every 10 year old enemy soldier thinks falling bombs are shooting stars sometimes but she doesn't make wishes on them

when she wishes, she wishes for less ways to wish for more ways to work toward it


umm,so haha i don't know what to write for my first post... i guess i'll tell you where you're coming into my life? and maybs a little bit about me?

i'm caroline. i never capitalize anything. but i can't stand for bad grammar. it's not that hard to learn the difference between their, there, and they're, they're three different words.

i'm a pretty emotional person and i jump to conclusions. so if i talk to you and you don't reply i think that you hate me. my emotions change like crazy, i could be having the shittiest day ever and then see an awkwardly adorable couple and be super content. or i could be having a just fine day and if someone is sassy with me i'll get really upset. so yeah i'm complicated.

i don't understand boys. i think they are confusing and complicated as hell. they make things harder than they should be. they send mixed signals. i get stressed out *see above*. but despite all of that i still believe there's someone out there for me. "i've been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie... i want so badly to believe that there is truth and love is real"... music explains me and my life better than i can *see below*

music means the world to me. without it i would suffocate. i listen to music 24-7-365. it's always in my head, in my heart, in my dreams. it's my addiction and i wouldn't trade it for anything ever ever ever. words cannot express my love of music.

other random facts.
i take way too many pictures. i still read little kids books. i play bandits. and secret agents. i love colorado. europe is in my blood. i have little self restraint. i had a big plan for my life. but now it's changing and i have no idea what's going to happen. i love to talk. i love to cuddle. my hair is my favorite aspect of my appearance, it's kind of a big deal for me. i knit. i aspire to be like an old british man in that, i want to have a pipe that i smoke, and i want to drink brandy. i spend more money on clothes than i should. my nails are rarely ever a normal color. i wish i was more artsy. i have the best friends in the world. and really i could tell you about me forever, so really if you'd like to hear, ask, i'll tell.

but i think that's all for now

xoxo