sleep deprivation always reminds me of you.

i don't know how to go about this situation. 

i feel i'm damned if i don and i'm damned if i don't. 

we weren't ever really friends. 

i feel like if i keep this up my heart will do something i don't want it to. 

i don't want to like you more than i should because i feel, no i know, you don't feel the same way back. 

so what are we?

i need a good ol' define the relationship chat with you. a dtr, if  you will. 

because i can't handle a broken heart.

and i hope that carrying this on won't lead to that.