new years

so we are 11 days into the new years. wow. how did that happen? well i haven't made any resolutions, i haven't had any time it feels like... i'll ponder on this... now... haha well here we go..





1. i will not be pushed around, i will see the world as it comes to me... friendship is a two way street, i can't be the only one that tries in the relationship, this hurts me to say but it's true and i need to stick to it. too many times have i been hurt, crushed by a friendship where they only are my friend when they need me, not when i need them. it hurts, and it's sad, but it's like leading myself on, to a friendship that isn't really there...



2. i am going to *try very hard* to be not so lazy... i will not wait until the night before to study for tests. i will do my schoolwork in a timely matter. i will clean my room. i will cook my own meals and make my own clothes *no, really! i'm so excited!*. i will read more books and watch less tv.



3. i will not only cook my own meals, but they will consist of more than ramen noodles, tuna, and spaghetti... i will cook healthy meals and eat more fruits and veggies. yummm. i will be more healthy.

4. i will take walks. just because i love them and miss them. i will have time for myself everyday. just time to reflect. time for peace.

5. i will not push myself into relationships, i will let them happen. if something is not meant to be i will not force it. if it doesn't feel right, it's not right.

well i think that's enough for my little brain to handle... at least for 2009...

feelin fine in oh9

love.