i just want to stop crying.

why does this happen on my birthday?

thanks "friends"

oh christmas!

my papa is in the addition watching judge joe brown

my mom and sister are in the living room playing wii resort

and i am in the kitchen. listening to sufjan and baking cookies.

i love christmas.

so don't let the world bring you down

not everyone is that fucked up and cold

remember why you came and while you're alive

experience the warmth before you grow old

oh geeze

i'm awkward

and first interactions are always awkward

i get all flustered and can't make good conversation

but really, we just met, how could we be amazing conversationalists off the bat?

i dunno.

but i hope i didn't mess things up.

caroline is....

an awkward robot